My strabismus: Two lazy eyes like 2 unruly two-year-olds!
Written on September 24, 2007 – | by Lois (admin) |
Those of us who have strabismus do not like to be referred to as having a lazy eye. We are not lazy. Because our eyes don’t work right, we often have to work much harder to accomplish a task than those who have normal vision.
But if any form of strabismus could be referred to as a lazy eye, it would not be the permanently turned eye that people most often associate with the phrase “lazy eye.” It is so hurtful to many of these people to be labeled with that term. Many have said in the support groups that when people call their eye lazy they feel people are really implying that the person is lazy. Please do not do it!
I have intermittent alternating exotropia, which means one eye or the other will turn out at times. (Since my surgeries, my eye turns are not as noticeable.) Our eyes are not lazy either, but in the safety of our support group, where we all understand, I used the term “lazy eyes” recently to describe the battle we face. Here is the description I shared:
My strabismus is more like two lazy eyes that neither one wants to carry the load, but both want to be the boss because they can’t get along with each other. My eyes are like two unruly two year olds, and my brain is like the mother that is always telling her children to stop fighting and play nice together and share. I suppose the therapy is like discipline…argh. My brain has to insist that my eyes do it, but my brain doesn’t like it much either. Like the parent who says, this discipline hurts me more than you, maybe?
This is the challenge we face every day. Hopefully my sharing it here will help you see just a little of that battle also, and to reach out to someone with strabismus. Those with permanently turned eyes usually have very little control over the turned eye. And those of us with intermittent or alternating eye turns work very hard just in order to keep our eyes focused long enough to see.
I see posts in our strabismus groups or our comments areas almost daily from people who have been wounded because of social isolation, or taunts and teasing about their “lazy eye.” People with strabismus have difficulty making eye contact. Not only are they embarrassed about their turned eye, but when they look at you it often appears that they are looking away from you.
You can make a difference for these people! One of the best ways to show that you care about a person with an eye that turns is simply to look them in the eye as you talk with them. It may appear that they are looking over your shoulder or at something else in the room. But they are not. You are the one looking around the room, because you don’t understand how their eyes work. They are looking at you!
Photo credit: martina perhat
15 Responses to “My strabismus: Two lazy eyes like 2 unruly two-year-olds!”
By Kelly on Oct 6, 2008 | Reply
I have the same problem with both my eyes. If I’m reading, my left eye takes over and the right one floats off to the side. When I’m watching tv, my right one watches and my left one floats away. I can control it when I’m looking at someone but as soon as I get really tired, it becomes more difficult. I can control my eyes and move them independently, which freaks people out. Do you have a difficult time passing the test the eye doctor gives you? The one where you are looking through two binocular type lenses and you have to determine where the red line falls? I only see red in one lense and a graph in the other. My eyes won’t mix the two together.
By liz on Oct 31, 2008 | Reply
i have this problem, i hate it i hate being in public or talking with someone with making eye direct eye contact. it sucks i just had a little kid point out my problem telling me my eye was broken. im 23 so im in my prime and i feel so awful, i guess life can be alot worse it just is an uncomfortable thing to deal with cause when someone speaks they want eye contact, and if you dont give it your hiding something. alone.
By Robert on Jan 22, 2009 | Reply
OMG I thought I was the only one that had two I have met quite a few with only one lazy eye. And what you say is true. Sometimes they just want to do their own thing. But after reading some of the posts on here I am so glad that I still have pretty good vision
By Bob on Mar 4, 2009 | Reply
KINDA NUT TO SAY YOU HAVE ISSUES WITH the term lazy eye -
WHO CARES !!!
I had 3 surgeries - and by now - i can not worry about what others think -
BE STRONG
By ram on Mar 6, 2009 | Reply
i am suffering all the time from time i wake up to the time i sleep
i have right lazy eye and this shows a strabismus outward in my right eye so i am allways avoiding eye contact with people so Each day i am losing chances in my life and now i have no friends around and i cant continue liek this
so can anyone pleassssssse tell me how can i make good eye contact with people ??? pleaseeee
By ram on Apr 14, 2009 | Reply
hello
i got my first strabismus surgery and it worsts now i had a typtosis before and now everything is worst and i feel so regret that i had this surgery
and my eyes so red …could anyone please tell me when this red will disappeare
By confused on Apr 22, 2009 | Reply
I seem to have a problem with my eye(s). You see i can’t pin point the actual problem. Lately i’ve been reading about amblyopia, and i seem to fall into some of the categories, i do have frequent head aches, blurred vision and i do wear contacts. But lately it seems it’s much more than that, when i try to make eye contact with some one they often smirk or giggle because of how i look. I’ve observed peoples reactions to someone with amblyopia and it seems different from the reaction i recieve. I’m not trying to be vein but have a chance for people to take me seriously. I’m sorry i’ve sort of drifted of topic, my concern is when i look in the mirror, when i do so i don’t see a problem with either of my eyes, maybe one of my eyelids droops but it’s not extreme. So i ask can someone direct me to a website or something where i can determine the issue and perhaps resolve it. Anyone?
By confused on Apr 22, 2009 | Reply
Was this surgery expensive?
By Lois (admin) on Apr 22, 2009 | Reply
Confused, Have you joined our Eyes Apart email support group? Info is at the top right of every page on this website.
You will find LOTS of help there. Almost all of the people there either amblyopia or strabismus or both or are parents of children with these conditions. They will be happy to help you figure it out.
Lois
By Ethan on May 12, 2009 | Reply
Liz I feel your pain I syumbled upon this web page and was suprised-relieved there is others out there that are dealing with the same day to day struggles I have endured my entire teen- now 28 years I look forward to learn more about my problem and can only hope there is a cure
By Cherie on May 13, 2009 | Reply
I am struggling with my daughters school right now….my daughter has the same condition just that her eyes seem to wander more so when she is really tires…..could it be that I am missing that she is struggling with this all the time…..please tell me how did this condition affect your school experiences???
By Eddie on Jul 13, 2009 | Reply
i would like to make more friends with strabismus, i feel lonely sometimes.
feel free to add me
metal_devastation0019@hotmail.com
By Shannon on Sep 9, 2009 | Reply
I have struggled with strabismus for so many years. I know what it’s like to be teased. I have had two surgeries many years apart and had very good results both times. I just wish my parents would have known that if you don’t have surgery when still very young your brain will not be able to put both images together so you will not be able to catch a ball very well, see 3D movies, or thread a needle etc. The surgeries were very easy and the 2nd one i had less than a year ago, i went home the same day!
At least when I talk people don’t glance behind them and say “are you talking to me”? anymore.
I went to Jules Stein UCLA and saw Dr Rosenbaum he is the best. He just did Anna Nicole Smiths daughter Dannilynn.
By David on Sep 25, 2009 | Reply
After my surgery for intermittent exotropia on my right eye I’d give anything to un-do this surgery, now I see double all of the time, I never saw double before, I have been with this problem for since May 26,2006. I block my right eye now with black tape, I’ve been to so many specialist, my insurance is good but the reality is these eye care specialist/doctors/ophthalmologist don’t care what we the patience have to say, what we feel, they have their little diplomas and think they’re some kind of Gods, the quack that screwed up my eyes blew me off, was wondering why I was patching, has no compassion…
My only goal now is to some how eliminate the vision on my right eye to stop this diplopia nightmare….. I am a 42y/o male working in a Aerospace firm…
Anyone please help me..
Dave
davtpt@hotmail.com
By eddie on Nov 14, 2009 | Reply
Its panful =[ =[ Makes me not wanna live in society anymore.